i cannot get the thoughts out of my head
the pain that is eating and knawing in to me
like this voice that is whispering in my ear and refuses to shut up.

i have no one to blame but myself
when you look back in the past
you cant help but wonder if you had made the right choices
or if you simply just made a series of consecutive mistakes.

you were my greatest mistake
my most vulnerable weakness
its time to start righting the wrong.
i need to find for myself the life that is mine.